love – Managing Mayhem

When 4 become 1.

When Jamie and I met it was a pretty big shock to the system to go from having one little 3-year-old boy, to now having a 2-year-old boy around as well. Especially when my son was quite a calm and gentle boy and Jamie’s was rough… he would bite and hit, break toys and throwContinue reading “When 4 become 1.”

Some things are meant to be.

I got a message one night on Facebook from this random guy, Jamie, I normally wouldn’t answer but this night I did. He seemed so friendly, and we got to chatting. He was a single dad with a little boy as well, newly Christian, recently separated, just looking for some likeminded friends. He was soContinue reading “Some things are meant to be.”

Set free at last.

Previous post recap: [I had a total break down, laying on my mums’ bed, bawling my eyes out about how disappointed I was with my life, that I was never going to amount to anything, that I would never have the thing I wanted most… a family of my own with a husband who lovedContinue reading “Set free at last.”

Some dreams shouldn’t come true.

My Ex and I had known each other most of our lives, our dads have been friends since they were young. He was my first crush, I used to make up excuses to tag along with dad so I could see him. Before he finished grade 12, he joined the army, so we didn’t seeContinue reading “Some dreams shouldn’t come true.”

Better to have loved and lost, trust me!

So, there I was, grade 11… yet another new school. By this point I was well and truly over everything when I met this guy, lets call him A. He was new as well, he had just moved to Australia with his mum and oh boy, was he a tortured soul. 16 and already anContinue reading “Better to have loved and lost, trust me!”